For the Love of Textiles

Q. Where are you? A. I am here. Q. Have you left your blog? A. No, not that I know. Q. Has love taken over everything? A. Yes and Yes. Q. Will you write again? A. Yes, I try. Now. At this moment -while writing this post- I am traveling from Amsterdam to Enschede. From west to east. The week holiday is over, and looking back I see beautiful memories we made together. Life has changed so much for me, and also for him.  We have entered the world named: Us. Us means: being together and doing things we love together. There are moments that I still think it is a kind of miracle what has happened to me. Totally unexpected there is this man I love. And so does he.  And at the same time there is still the sadness of the loss of the love of my life almost 11 months ago. It all goes hand in hand, and it will always be this way.  It is all about love, which for me is the most important aspect of life. It is such a difference going...

My plan to write every week at least 1 entry has failed last week. This afternoon I came home early (only 2 lessons this morning) and after searching for sock patterns on Ravelry (where would be without dear RAV??) time to write an entry. Last week Bram and myself went to a new cardilogist and to our surprise he was a real HUMAN BEING!! So we had along talk about what had happened in the past and he showed us all results from tests done previously. His plan was to do some more tests (till now nothing is wrong according the tests) and if he can't find anything we have to go to the vascular surgeon and if he can't find anything we are going to the neurologist and if he also can't find anything we are going to another hospital (yes it is a lot of "and" in this sentence!). It will take some time but we hope they will find the reason why Bram's mobility is so bad. We really want to know the reason and if nothing can be done about it so be it and than we will t...