Next Step...
Last week was a difficult one for the both of us.. Bram's health dropped further down.. Shock, fear and sadness.. We decided to place a bed downstairs for Bram where he can rest in the afternoon. A view into the garden and the feeling that he is not secluded from the world.. Together with dear friends P and A we arranged everything to get more space.. It looks welcoming I feel.. We borrowed a comfortable chair from neighbours P and H. It is a strange and unknown period.. Today he feels better than yesterday..Such a difference with last week.. It can change any day, which gives an uncertain feeling. Living by the moment is all I can do...is all We can do.. Doing everything with love is all I try now.. We have good care from professional nurses.. Gemmy, Marijke, Inge and all the others from Buurtzorg... Without them it wouldn't be possible to do it this way.. I am always surprised how it all calmes down in my mind..as if nothing has happened. Like the si