Update....January Sofar..
Some days are difficult...some days go a little better... I sometimes feel we are living in an inbetween period in our life. Difficult sometimes to deal with, but there is also awareness of how special life is. Often memories turn up... Today while I took Bram in his wheelchair to the market I suddenly saw us -29 years ago- walking there. Buying vegetables and flowers on a Saturday in spring. Everything taken home in a natural canvas bag from Marimekko. A warm day it was, and we both felt good together. He must have looked like this picture. I always feel good with him..very good, even now when he is ill and I push the wheelchair. We both cross borders to make the most of it. But he is tired, his eyesight get's worse and walking is very difficult. Every day he has to pick himself up to start the day. I admire him for that, but I also understand it when he says that life is getting hard for him, and that he doesn't like to live in this way... From the beginning I ...