16 weeks have passed...
What to write on my blog I ever ask myself... Will I ever write as I did before about my life? 16 weeks ago there was the funeral. It will always be a sad and beautiful memory. To share this with my friends...my chosen family was very special to me... Many things have happened over the last months since Bram passed away, but I couldn't see a reason to write about them. Neither was it an option for me to write about my sadness, mourning and grieve. Yes, I do miss him...I miss him every second..no doubt about that... It would be strange not to feel this after more than 30 years with this beautiful and special man.. He turns up everyday in my mind.. Mourning is a strange and unknown part of my life.. One moment you feel good...than...a noise..a smell..a look...tears and more tears. Unexpected...it can hit me any moment.. No need to give me advice...I have got to know myself quite well over the last years. I know what to do when I feel lost and sad..becau